（original）Letter Esther

Thank you for your kind letter, but I don’t think you are crazy about me, perhaps my profile, but at

this juncture, you don’t know me personally. Thank you for your loving my profile, and perhaps after your divorce is complete, we could be friends.. My English name is Esther, and I graduated form Law School in Beijing University. I am not good at it finding love. What I like is singing or writing both in Chinese or English language, and imitating the dialogues in English from English movies. I

know you will understand me better if I tell you about some of my experiences with men. I had

been harassed by my male colleagues when I worked at the People's Procuratorial Organs in

China. And a bit later, I had to resign to be an attorney at law in China. As a result of my being

treated badly, the fear of men lasted over 20 years. Many of them found my appearance to their

liking, but I had nothing to do with them... and as an attorney, I did not do almost all cases from

Chinese men no matter how much money they offered. And my reply was one word, " refusal".

When I was told about this site, I found the problem was finding the right man to converse with me. And trying to get to know the Western culture has been an interesting, if not confusing experience. And I have to aim at controlling my feelings with fanatical but selfless way:-). Wow, it's very difficult for me to realize my dream, maybe a daydream; it is worse than very difficult; it is almost unbearable; it's more difficult than learning English or Legal Theory. But I really like the sculpted-like face

and tall shape of foreigners. So, I will doggedly keep at the search to find a gentleman with outer

beauty and inner beauty too. I will attempt to keep my feelings in check when I see a handsome

face, and attempt to know that inner person. I have worked hard, these past years, to put the bad experiences behind me, and look forward to a bright future. I know that finding love and a sincere

man will take time, and I am wiling to make the investment to achieve the greater return. No matter what happens, I believe this is a high level web site which is very well managed. In short, " It is like coming home, only to no home I'd ever known." ~From the English movie of Sleepless in Seattle. I am a Christian, and will be your friendly pen-pal. I hope we can speak freely, but with the thought

in mind, that our friendship status must remain until you complete the divorce proceedings. With

that having been said, I don't want to induce you to talk via webcam. If your love from your marriage re-kindles, I wish it to be happy. Take care, Esther